Starting fresh

fresh as the new fallen snow.

I used to come on here all day every day. That was about a year ago. I had lost twenty pounds from the time I graduated to that Thanksgiving. With the help of bodyperfect, and with the support from the members, I managed to get back on track.

Since then, I've gotten married. I married my best friend. He is the most amazing man of God I've ever met and I love him so much.

But now...my mentality has fallen back into the spiraling hole that is depression, and along with my happy thoughts, have gone my self image, my self confidence. I would give anything to be back at 123 lbs again. I would cut the fat away from my body if I wasn't so scared of hurting people. Especially my husband.

So I'm back.

I'm back because I need your help.
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