Starting fresh

fresh as the new fallen snow.

I used to come on here all day every day. That was about a year ago. I had lost twenty pounds from the time I graduated to that Thanksgiving. With the help of bodyperfect, and with the support from the members, I managed to get back on track.

Since then, I've gotten married. I married my best friend. He is the most amazing man of God I've ever met and I love him so much.

But mentality has fallen back into the spiraling hole that is depression, and along with my happy thoughts, have gone my self image, my self confidence. I would give anything to be back at 123 lbs again. I would cut the fat away from my body if I wasn't so scared of hurting people. Especially my husband.

So I'm back.

I'm back because I need your help.
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